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BACK FROM THE EFFING DEAD!   
08:14pm 01/02/2008
 
mood: ecstatic
music: incubus - pardon me
WOW! HAHAHA!
JUST CHECKED IF MY LJ ACCOUNT IS STILL UP...
HAHAHA!
IT IS!! IT IS STILL FREAKING UP!
HAHAH!
ANYWAY, IT'S BEEN 3 EFFING YEARS SINCE MY LAST ENTRY.. I LOOKED BACK ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRIES AND I CAN'T HELP TO SMILE, LAUGH, SMIRK, ETC. AT MY ENTRIES!!
HAHAH!

GOOD MEMORIES!

TWAS FUN FUN READING MY INCUBUS ENTRIES!!

AND AGAIN THEY'RE COMING BACK TO THE PHILIPPINES!!!
BUT IT WILL BE IN ARANETA!
IT SUCKS!!!
WE'RE GOING TO WATCH THEM WHILE SITTING DOWN!
DAMN!
 
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happy freakin new year bitches!   
05:54am 06/01/2005
 
mood: drained
music: thursday - standing on the edge of summer

all about your sex life...
Full Name
Age
your sex personality colour is... red- angry, hard, rough sex
you'll probaby fuck.... a rock star
your favourite sex toy is... dildo
you will get __# std's. 9
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i wonder who is that ROCKSTAR??? hmmm..... adam lazzara? how i freakin wish!!!!
 
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20 fucking years of existence....   
07:07am 15/10/2004
 
mood: irate
music: saosin - mookies last christmas
it's 7:07 in the fucking morning and im still awake since yesterday.... this is kind of late but what the fuck... IM FUCKING 20 YEARS OLD!!!!!! shit! waaah! im so old and i am unhappy.. i dunno... im not fucking contented of what i have now.. i feel that there is more to life than what i am experiencing right now... fuck it... im fucking 20 and i hate it.... shit!!!! fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! what a big fuck.... i dont really know where i am headed.. i dont know if i am making the right decisions whatsoever.... i hate myself... i feel so lonely and incomplete.. fuck it..... i sound kinda mushy or cheesy but fuck it!!
i just dont really have a clue on what will make me happy!!
 
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MAKE LOVE NOT WAR...   
10:36am 27/08/2004
 
mood: sleepy
music: silence
I AM 55% HIPPIE!
55% HIPPIE
I am not a child of the 60’s but my heart is true to the cause, man. I realize that being a hippie is not just bell bottoms and tie-dye. It is also about the drugs and smelling bad, too!


I AM 59% GRUNGE!
59% GRUNGE
I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man.


I AM 17% GEEK!
17% GEEK
I wanna be a geek. But I'm not. Why would I even want to be one. Do I think it's fun? I should try writting an online test application at 1 am in my underwear


I AM 59% TORTURED ARTIST!
59% TORTURED ARTIST
Art is significant in my life, people are scum but I have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and I will either forget about art or hate the world.


I AM 17% RAVER!
17% RAVER
Have I even been to a rave? I'll go home. I am a Loser. I suck. Actually, I am probably just a normal person taking this test and don't know why.
 
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B L A H ! ! !   
11:55am 12/08/2004
 
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FAWKIN INSOMNIAC!!!!   
11:00am 12/08/2004
 
mood: awake
music: thursday - understanding (in a car crash)
it's like this...i'm working in this call center in rcbc plaza.. and our shift yesterday was from 10pm to 7am... now it's freaking 11am and i'm still here at the office using the internet coz we are only allowed to use the internet from 8am to 8pm for some reason... after this i'll be going straight to school to go to my research class... damn... and.... i dont feel sleepy!!! shiiiiit!!!! then after school i'll go to flo's house to sleep and to take a bath then go to work again at 10pm to 7am again.. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!! the things i do for money.. but what the heck?! life is too short!! i want to buy all the things i want, i want to do all the things i want and i want to go to places that i want before i die!!! weheheheheheeheheeeh! life is too short to fuckin waste every minute to some crap... oh well.. that's it.... it's 11:30... and going to get ready for school... adios!!!
 
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$$$!!!!   
04:40pm 15/07/2004
 
mood: jubilant
music: the used - maybe memories
yeah! im fuckin HIRED! yeaaah! im a legitimate call girl!!! i mean call center girl! wehehehe! im soooooooooooooo happy! wipi! here's my freaking list...

things to buy when i get my paycheck:
1. my own computer
2. digital cam
3. e600 cellphone
4. mp3 player
5. new guitar
6. cds
7. all colors of chuck taylors
8. my own flat screen tv
9. eclipse - car!!
10. the list goes on!!! whehehehehe!
 
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just euphoric..   
01:30am 10/07/2004
 
mood: hyper
music: uhm...trance?! bleeeh!
i just realized that mickey mouse fucking rocks!! oh yeah! what a freakin morning! my fucking head aches! i love my inhaler.. i love drinking pepsi x, extra joss and lipovitan while chewing bubble gum! wehehehehehe!
 
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STRESSED!!   
11:01pm 18/06/2004
 
mood: stressed
music: the used - box full of sharp objects
FUCK IT.... I HATE EVERYBODY! IM SO STRESSED OUT! DAMN! I HAVE DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES AND I HAVE EYE BAGS! FUCK IT BIATCH!!!!! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO! WAAAAAH!
 
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MY HOLY WEEK IS NOT THAT HOLY... HEHE!   
09:19pm 15/04/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: the used - buried myself alive
our plan was to leave manila wednesday morning so that we will arrive in la union at noontime. but our plan backfired because we got stuck in the freakin terminal! damn! i dont want to tell that bad part of the story so ill fastforward it... hehe! we left manila thursday at 11:45pm and arrived in la union about 6:00am.. etc. etc... this is the best part.. we went surfing! oh yeah! surfing! before we went surfing i saw some locals surfing.. i told myself that it was a piece of cake and i can handle it. but i was so wrong.. carrying the surfboard was a tough job already!! i thought the surfboard was light! damn! the air pressure plus the weight of the surfboard was really hard to control.. damn it was really heavy.. then the instructor led us to the beach.. he taught us some basic stuff about surfing. damn! im really nervous! im excited but nervous! then there was it.. damn, i cant paddle! the waves were too strong! i really cant control the surfboard! damn.. then the instructor said that the waves were too strong for us beginners.. yeah fine.. beginners.. so we moved to another spot. it was far from the spot where tourists surf. i think it's a local spot.. when i saw the scenery i was amazed! it was so nice!! hehe! the waves were beautiful. they were not that big! then there was it again.. hehe.. i started paddling. it was ok.. then i waited for a wave.. first try, naah! second try, nadaah! etc. etc.. the instructor said to feel the wave and not stand right away.. so that's what i did.. wow! the feeling was whoa! hehe! know i know why surfers like surfing.. why they sometimes die for it! whatever.. anyways, i accomplished something new! damn! this is in my "things to do before i die" list. hehe! so that was it.. we left la union saturday morning and arrived in baguio at around noon.. etc. etc.. we saw jolina! hehe! then we meet up our friends from there and this is what happend...



damn! that gin grapes is killing me! hehe!



my friend malaya... drunk! haha! wasted motherfucker!



am i going to light this or what? see that guy smiling? he's the thief!!!



baguio boys!



damn, im hopeless.... hahaha!

**unfortunately, our la union pix are not available... damn, that thief who stole my friend's phone..

 
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another day in the kaleidoscope....   
09:52pm 04/04/2004
 
mood: numb
music: the distillers - hate me
damn! yesterday, we went to the resort for this gig there... actually, i didnt watch the gig.. me, jb, chi, melvin, and this other guy ate these brownies with something in it... yeah... i know you know it! at first i was coool! then after 30 mins or so... damn! there it was! hahah! the feeling was hmmmm.... we laughed at anything we saw.. haha! anyways, we were all stuck up! i kept on staring at this tree for hours! shit! hahaha! damn, i just wanted to hit the sheets last night! damn! i really cant help it.. i slept under the mango tree.. haha! then my mom told me to sleep inside the room.. i felt sorry for jb because i left him outside while i was sleeping inside an air-conditioned room! but what the hell?!! in those times you couldn't care less of anyone! hahahaha! damn, my head still aches!


hahahahahahahaha!

 
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YEAH!!   
02:18am 14/03/2004
 
mood: high
music: new found glory - head on collision
Nirvana
Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!


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DITCH WHAT I READ, BEHIND WHAT I HEARD!!   
09:11pm 13/03/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: incubus - azwethinkweiz
damn, shit!!! the concert was a blast! the concert was worth all the centavo of my 2,036! yeaaaah! at first i really want the concert to be cancelled!! i was so pissed because i--a diehard incubus fan way before drive and wish you were here--was in row 27!! what the fuck? row 27? fucker!! hehehe! and me and my sister were probably the first people who knew that incubus will come to manila and i was stupid enough to not call ticketnet right away!! that's the story!! anyways, enough of the whining, i was in front duRing the whole concert!!! yeah! what a perfect spot that's all i can say! screw the pseudo-rock and roll guys who crowd surfed.. shit! incubus really kicked major ass! i hope they come back! hmmmm.... a night to remember!


this reminds me of the way he looked when i saw him, only his hair is longer... his eyes, his hair, his skin, his tattoo, his earplugs, his legs, his height, an epitome of perfection! shit...hotnesssss!


after watching the concert yesterday, i am a bigger incubus fan now!!! awwwww! damn, they are off to bangkok, thailand... waaah!

 
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YOU GOT TO BE.....INCUBUS!!   
02:52pm 13/03/2004
 
mood: ecstatic
music: incubus - psychopsilocybin
damn!! after waiting for years for incubus, they are finally here! shit! i cant believe it! fuck!! i (with some of my friends) went to their hotel yesterday.. i really wanted to see them all in person! of course, especially my all-time fantasy BRANDON "you-make-me-think-of-nasty-things" BOYD!! after realizing that i dont really have a chance to see them, i just wanted to go home and wished that the fact that incubus is here was just a dream! geeez! but me, iñaki and kenneth did not lose our hope!!! we were staying at the balcony overlooking the pool area and were talking and planning how the fuck are we going to see them!!! some mystical force drew my attention towards the pool area and made me look at this guy wearing white shirt, a khaki or white with black board shorts and a bonnet!! you guessed it right, it was my utopian dream BRANDON BOYD!! shit! damn! i cant believe my eyes!!! i told iñaki and kenneth, "si brandon ba yun?" they looked and screamed and shouted, "siya yan, siya yan!" after that, iñaki saw mike heading to the pool area and we followed him.. my sister and her friends were lucky because they were already at the entrance of the pool area and they got to shake mike's hand.. mike is so small! he is even smaller than me.. hmmm.. he said bye to us! after that i was looking for brandon boyd, he was swimming! damn! those chinese tourists were so lucky! they dont even know how lucky they were! brandon was just walking around in front of them! and he has no shirt! no shirt!! waaah! damn!!! i glanced at my back and saw jose with a security with him.. he was so cute and kind. and he was smaller than me too.. we asked for his autograph and he said, "sure! sure!".. we saw dj kilmore.. etc.. etc.. damn ill never forget this day!


this album kicks ass! it's totally a different incubus but i am really proud of how their music evolves.. they are really superrrrrrrb! im not worthy!!
 
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wehehehehehehehe!   
08:27pm 09/02/2004
 
mood: blah
music: eraserheads - tindahan ni aling nena
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Matrix!


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IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I ADDED MY LAST ENTRY....
PRETTY BUSY I MUST SAY OR JUST LAZY?! ARGGH!
DAMN, I WANNA GET DRUNK! IM A TOTAL B-U-M! IT SEEMS THAT I AM NOT FOLLOWING MY SO-CALLED "NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION!"
DAMN!!! IM IN LOVE! WAHEHEHEHEHAH!
 
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im afraid not! hehehe!   
12:17pm 25/01/2004
 
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Your Love Is...Dark
During Lovemaking You Act...Like a child, always playing
Your Partner Is...Your best friend
Your Partner Has Said That You...Are their best friend
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote."You deserve a bed of roses"
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hahahahaha!
 
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thank god it's friday!!!   
11:17am 25/01/2004
 
mood: drunk
music: joey ayala - tabi po
last friday, me and my friend malaya went to greenhills and checked out some phones.. damn, i want to buy a new phone.. i dont want nokia coz everybody's using nokia.. im choosing between samsung v200 and samsung e700.. hmmm? i want them both! hehe! then we met up my friends and luckily they gave us free invites to joey ayala and cynthia alexander's gig in hard rock cafe.. fuck! joey ayala's pretty good! that's the first time i have watched him play live and i was really astounded! i already watched cynthia alexander play live before, she's good too! anyways, there in hard rock they gave us free dinner and drinks! hehehe! after hard rock, we went to rock radio cafe in alabang to watch the sandwich's album launching.. their new album sounds better! that's it!
 
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Z z Z z Z z Z z !   
11:22pm 17/01/2004
 
mood: confused
music: led zeppelin - dazed and confused
my sister went to this gig somewhere and i didnt come with her coz im freaking lazy to move! now im here at home completely bored! ..... damn i really have issues!!! im SO confused! i dont really know what im feeling right now!
 
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all work no play   
10:31pm 16/01/2004
 
mood: cranky
music: matchbook romance - the greatest fall
damn i was up all night until 6:00am because of that stupid plate! then my mom woke me up at 7:45am... damn 1 hour and 45 mins of sleep only?! oh c'mon! then i went to school.. we had to do this new plate of a living room.. i was really lazy to draft nicely so i only got an 82.. damn! after that i went to glorietta with my friend malaya. we just hung out.. as usual.. this day really sucked but it's ok it's friday anyways...
 
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sleepless... with butterflies in my stomach   
08:08pm 14/01/2004
 
mood: awake
music: incubus - take me to your leader
i dont know what happened to me last night... i cant sleep!!
i just listened to the radio to amuse myself... i changed the station to 107.5 then to my surprise the dj said that incubus will have a concert here! damn those words were gold! it's like winning the lottery... im freaking excited but too bad their bassist dirk left the band for some reason.. oh well, life is really like that....
 
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